A decision

i couldn't get a wink of sleep last night or perhaps today morning...
my brain doesn't stop thinking... but i know, a promise is made to be kept, but people are saying that promise are meant to be broken.
which way does it goes?
i'm confused...
we are meeting later and i'm telling you the truth.
i don't know if it would jeopardise our friendship, but i feel that you have the rights to know about it... but at the same time, i'm afraid... maybe things won't be the same anymore if i tell you. what to do? i'm just so confused.

i don't wish to be hurt like what i went through a few years ago.
always lingering around an empty shell, unwilling to walk off.
till now, i'm still lingering around the empty shell. i'm trying to walk off, but it seems that there's a field strength grabbing onto me.
i don't wish to undergo this kind of torment anymore.

since i'm meeting you later and decided to tell you the truth, no regrets!
i'll support your every decision..