Infuriating

I'm sorry for doubting you.
perhaps it's my wild imaginations bringing me through?
but thanks for being so understanding! very much appreciated!

Being in school today isn't very good for me.
I'm sick again. not mentally for sure!
headaches, gastric and whatever it is.
it's killing me.
but thank god school schedules on Tuesday's ain't too tight, or not i wouldn't be able to take it.

Seriously, i don't know why i can't bring myself to be pissed off with a person!
i tried to pollute my pea brain cells to be pissed off with any particular person, but the next moment before i noticed it, i'm laughing my ass off with them and i've totally forgotten what's the reason for being pissed off. argghhh! dumb.


Edited (10.45)
I'm an asshole. i know. i'm someone who doesn't deserve any friends.. i feel so lousy now... i'm the one who is at fault! i'm such an asshole. a fucktard too.