WHY??? :"((

Your absence just stabs right through me.
It's the first day since you left....

I just need you to answer my questions.

Why did you just departure without any prior notice?
Who am i going to pour my sorrows on when i'm down?
Who will i turn to when everyone's asleep?
Who will i turn to when i encounter with obstacles?
Why didn't you tell me that you were injured?
Who will be there to entertain my nonsense when i'm bored?
Who will be there to plant a smile on my face?
Why do you have to be so far away from me?
Who will be there to tease me?
Who will be my Pillar Of Strength?
Who will be there to play an important role in my life?

I want the answers from you... just from you...

You will be the only one to crumble those foolish thoughts of mine.
Please. Tell me that you are alright and you will be coming back...
I will be waiting for your return.
At the same time, God, please grant me the strength to hold back my tears and fake a smile even when i'm down...

I wish you know that i'm still tearing badly.